don't rationalize everything

If you are confident of the love that you give
and secure of the love that you get,
you don't need to count up anything.
There are just things that are ridiculous to quantify.

Unpredicted

Life's a magic and it doesn't fail to amaze me all the time.

Sometimes in life we have to suddenly face situations, which prior to the realization we wouldn't even dare to think about. I've learned the wisest way is to spontaneously accept the truths rather than deny them. And, like magic, things turn out unexpectedly okay. =)

Not just a while...

It's been more than a year since i last contributed to this page...sobrang dami na ng nangyari...the sweet girl i used to be is still sweet of course!...but now already a mom...

yes...happily commissioned to be Pete's wife and Brent's mother.

I promise to make up to the readers of my blog...hope u still would spend time to read my stories.

In the meantime, i'll leave you guessing what had happen to me in a year's time that passed.

Ghastly doldrums ... highly contagious

Never had I felt so idiot as I did yesterday.
Well for quite sometime (hahaha !!!) but t'was kinda terrible yesterday.
I think I was that 'slow-slow-slow-to-uptake'.
(i'm sorry there's over usage of this word --->VERY)
"Hey, Sheryl take no notice of that !"
--- murmured by the moral coder of my psyche.
And I did!
Lalalalala...I went home (happy?...huh! n0t really )
Anxious? Yeah! what elzzzze....
As told...just ignore.
So I went early to bed...hurr, dive into my soft pals right away.
With an empty stomach?...N0t of course!
Not yet thrown myself into my nocturnal cavern when the celfone dinned.
"Hello, yes?...blah-blah-blah...oh!...really?...whhhat!?!"
(Sorry... a secret to be kept in my bedroom)...Hmmmnnn...
Anyway that ranked 2nd for the day...
Another reason --- doldrums-some (Ei! is there such a word?!)
C'mon...it's time...hoaaay!
zzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZzzz
Stirred twice but in each a middle is a deep zzzZZZzzzzz....
...Morning has broken, like the first morning.....& so forth.
Nice day! Nice weather. Cold & a little cloudy.
Huh! gosh! I suddenly remember...shaider is waiting...yooohooo! Sheryl.
Yaaay!
Anyway....so...so...so...so...
What's this... something I must look toward to... is there anything unusual today?
Hmmmmmnn... I guess so.
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And to make the long story short.
It also didn't turn out to be a good day for me.
Haaaah!

I'm tired!
Tired of typing this gibberish story...hizzz, don't even think of this as story.

....bye mano pet

Synapse

Throbs in here inside me
Then enliven my psych
Deliverance follows the rush
Throughout this soon corpse of mine
Breaks my core, scrutinizes my soul
Awakes the evil passion in me
Then, done, my fleeting euphoria.


(sayonara pet)
ADB
01/08/2005 1:31 PM

A reason, a season, or a LIFETIME

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do somethingto bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realise is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON . . .Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done.They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

(Author Unknown)

where's my stethoscope?

i grew up with the conviction that i'd become a doctor one day. i studied hard since grade school and always put my name on top of honor list. i knew it would be a big help if i belong to the 'intelligent cohort'. when i finished high school i was so determined to get a medical course when i enter college. luckily,(if it was really luck)i was accepted as a bsbio student in up tacloban. i was very happy then, thinking i'm almost there, i've had the first step. i told myself after finishing bsbio i'd proceed taking up med proper. i couldn't recall everything but suddenly it seems that i've waken up from a long dream now seeing myself a psychology grad and not a med practitioner. i am not on the rescue of ill people but now on the rescue of papers on deadline here in the office where i work. all i could remember is i was working too hard to reach my dream yet i failed. i'm so optimistic then but when checking on reality i knew that my parents can't afford to send me to medical school when i still have two younger siblings who are also in college - the reason that i decided to shift to another course. i have to trade-off my dream of becoming a doctor with my two siblings stopping college education if i insist. but still i didn't give up, together with my decision of shifting to psychology, in my thought was - 'if i can't be a doctor of people who are physically ill maybe i'll try to be a doctor of those who are mentally ill.' rationally, that was what's in my thought then. not a bad option, right? they say 'experience is what you get if you don't get what you want.' true enough and the experience i gained has taught me to become resilient. my not becoming a doctor didn't kill me anyway, i've become stronger knowing that i can be better of as something else other than just being what i dreamt of becoming. now i work in a multinational organization and i'm enjoying each new task that comes with my everyday work deal. getting stronger and wiser each day.

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01 july, 2005
9:16 am
adb


etching lang! assignment kc ng pinsan...'my dream & i' daw